Well I just lost the most important thing in my life…. All cause we got in an argument… But it was all just a big misunderstanding. I took it a wrong way and she did too… But it ended up with me losing her. I’m sorry for everything…. You’d understand why I thought the way I did if you knew what was going on in my head. But I’m sorry… I’m gonna really miss everything we’ve had together and all our great times together. I don’t wanna let you go…. I wanna be with you forever!!! I love you soo much and you’re all I think about…. But if this is what you want. I don’t know how I’m gonna survive life now cause she is the only one who holds my life together. I just wish you can understand everything…. I’m sorry if I didn’t care enough for you… I really did try to do the best for us… I really really don’t want it to end…. This is killing me… But I guess I got to let it happen… I’m sorry… I love you!